My Life 2025

June 17th, 2025 I have finished my work and decided not to discuss much about work home, it does not feel appropriate.  I will it to myself and focus on tasks I have beening.   my KA quota for this quarter, but I need to write a few more which I am determined to.  I have begun working hands-on VMs plan to SnowCommander understand its functionality.  I did not log in to it yet.  Tomorrow is going to be exciting. 

June 16th, 2025 Returned from the office and initiated some tasks to AWS and other topics, but did not make significant progress resulting in an unproductive day

 15th June 2025  Nothing I have done productive 

June 14th, 2025 Not much accomplished today, just attended a few tasks.  Missed my swimming class again, with no attendance this time.  Tomorrow is the scheduled blood test appointment for both my wife and me. test is intended to determine thyroid levels, enabling to plan workouts accordingly and begin the appropriate medications.  Looking forward to this. 

June 13th,2025 Completed most of my office-related tasks before my child went to school.  Experienced stomach discomfort in the morning but managed to eat well.  Discussed an issue with theOps team and also spoke with Abdullah. Shared the incident with him, and he apologized, mentioning that he had made an effort on my behalf but missed something minor.  This gave the confidence to take up challenges and start working on them.  I will continue tasks I have been procrastinating on.  I am determined to achieve my goals. Life is unpredictable, so I will make the most of it and enjoy every moment

June 12th, 2025Today is my child's 4th birthday. We did not celebrate and it passed as normal day. We skipped swimming class due to heavy rains. Most of the time spent discussing the plane crash. Felt deeply saddened by that incident. Always remain for the best.

June 11th, 2025 I did not accomplish much today, as I failed to the task I set for classes missed my swimming class due to rain. It was not a great day.   let's hope everything will be back on track tomorrow.

June 10th, 2025 In the office, I addressed tasks that had been pending for a time. I resumed the AWS session and will strive to it while simultaneously completing DevOps tasks.

June 9th, 2025 Skipped swimming due to the center being closed for a holiday. Woke up, returned to the office, and tackled tasks I had been putting off for a while. I’ll need to dedicate more time to work since my colleague is leaving before me.

June 8th, 2025 Back at the pool, I was able to swim with ease but noticed something was slowing me down. I removed the diamond ring I had been wearing and felt somewhat different. I was also doing great in the interview until I put that ring on. I know such things shouldn't happen, but my mind is leaning in that direction. Not sure if it's true—let's see.

June 7th, 2025 Watched two back-to-back movies, had a good sleep. The kid is recovering and planning to return to swimming from tomorrow. This is how the day went. Better days will come for sure.

June 6th, 2025 These past days have been hectic as I’ve been busy taking care of my kid, who hasn’t been well, with hospital visits and monitoring her while managing office work. I even had to take a day off because I wasn’t getting enough sleep. She’s feeling somewhat better now but still needs monitoring, which has been holding me back from focusing on work. I realize I need to set aside some time for my own things. The positive side is I don’t have any urges anymore, and losing that interview seems to have changed me a bit. I’m less concerned about trivial matters and feel the need to start dedicating more time to important things.

June 5th, 2025  Same as this day, I don't remember anything. I'll update in the coming days on what I've been working on.

June 4th, 2025 Same as this day, I don't remember anything. I'll update in the coming days on what I've been working on.

June 3rd, 2025 I don't remember much, but I went through a lot of interpersonal struggles.  I hope to overcome it soon. 

June 2nd, 2025 I felt a bit of confidence in myself today and didn’t hesitate to take action or start over when needed.  I reached out to people I thought might not accept me, but they were ready and always welcoming. I realize now that things weren’t right on my end.  In my mind, I’ve set up a few goals I want to start working on and plan to give them a strong start.  I had three tasks on my to-do list yesterday, but I managed to complete only one. I’m still a little lazy, but I’ll overcome it.  Thanks to this journaling, I want to leave my negative thoughts here and keep only positive thoughts in my mind.  I feel happy now and want to make others in my life happy too. I hope I gain the potential and strength to do it.

June 1st, 2025 I've completed 4 months of journaling. Nothing noteworthy has been done, but it's good to maintain the habit. I'll continue and make sure to update important things.  I want to share it with my wife too, as she thinks I'm hiding something from her. I haven't earned her trust yet, and I don't know when my actions will convince her.  Today has been another boring, unproductive day, but tomorrow is a new day. Let's start it on a good note.

May 31st, 2025 Woke up a little late, didn’t do much, just handled some home chores.  It’s been a different kind of day—I didn’t shy away from some things and took action.  I experienced an embarrassing moment unlike any I’ve had before, but I handled it very maturely.  I don’t want to share it with anyone, and no one needs to know.  It’s all good. I’m still watching shorts, but I’ll stop gradually—it’ll take some time.