Tales of Procrastination to Productivity Day -126

June 6th, 2025


These past days have been hectic as I’ve been busy taking care of my kid, who hasn’t been well, with hospital visits and monitoring her while managing office work. I even had to take a day off because I wasn’t getting enough sleep.


She’s feeling somewhat better now but still needs monitoring, which has been holding me back from focusing on work. I realize I need to set aside some time for my own things.


The positive side is I don’t have any urges anymore, and losing that interview seems to have changed me a bit. I’m less concerned about trivial matters and feel the need to start dedicating more time to important things.

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