My Life 2025

April 28th 2025 As usual went to office done with my work and moved my work related things to may 8th as is that day I will be back . Done with my interview I felt like I did good not sure what will happen . He said get ready for next interview with specific topics so will see how it goes. Started my Hyderabad journey for medical consultation for my wife hope everything goes well. Lots of things on hold with hope let's see how it goes Until then adios...!!!

April 27th 2025 Nothing much done this day went for swimming and had good food  Procrastinated my work for next day morning  That's all adios...!!! I know it's abrupt as I am updating the day after two days 

April 26th 2025 Woke up early but did not read anything just timepass done and slept. Had good time w th my wife and slept again. Heavy food lot of soft drinks but swimming moved to next level class did longest swim successful got little confidence. But more important is my interview but haven't learned anything hope it will be different tomorrow. Until then adios...!!!

April 25th 2025 Woke up worked on office things about devops interview I was planning to complete and then tell my wife but destiny I told her already now I feel like she will be in expectation of me cracking it. I need to work hard this weekend and learn as much as possible. Not sure how the interview will be. Let's see. Breakfast was dryfruit blend three eggs Lunch fried rice  Dinner half grill chicken and sprite. That's all for today . Until then adios...!!!

April 24th, 2025 Today started much like yesterday, but I managed to fix the problem. I sorted out most of the issues and received a call from HR about submitting the application for the IJP. It seems they either want to process my profile quickly or have a deadline to meet. I updated it with the necessary details, hoping everything goes smoothly. Fingers crossed! I’ll update the rest once the day is over. I am back done with swimming had three eggs omlette and thumsup for dinner and done for the day interview is going to be on Monday I need to be ready for it . Will make sure most of the weekend I work on that . Chalo until then adios...!!!

April 23rd, 2025  Today was hectic—I was stuck dealing with an outage all day and even had to extend my work hours. On the bright side, I found out that Manish had already informed HR about my move to their team, and he shared the req ID for me to submit my profile.  After coming home, I joined another call due to the outage. Later, I went swimming but couldn’t complete the application submission, so I planned to do it tomorrow instead. We were exhausted, so we grabbed KFC for dinner, came back home, and crashed immediately. All is good... All is positive.  Hoping everything goes well.  Until then... Adios...!!! 

April 22nd, 2025 I made sure to stick to my diet and took a step forward. On Monday, I spoke with Jaynath, and today I spoke with Manish about moving to the DevOps team. He was fine with it and asked me to speak with Vivek. I spoke to Vivek the same day, and he was okay with it too. It's exciting because this is something I've been waiting for. After that, I tried reaching out to HR but couldn’t connect, so I decided to check again the next day. I went swimming, had good food, and slept well. I’m writing this after everything, so I’m sure I’ve done it. Until then, adios...!!!

April 21st, 2025: Woke up early and made a dry fruit milkshake for breakfast. Had black coffee. For lunch, ate three chapatis with chicken curry. After coming home, had two samosas from outside. Planned for dinner: two egg omelets with one cheese slice and cucumber apple juice. Hoped to stick to this, but lost track and missed the diet. Can't even recall what I ate that day. Not worried about it, so let's call it a day. Adios!

April 20th 2025 Today I completed 2years with my company. Morning I made two eggs omlette and cucumber apple juice and had that for breakfast. Lunch and dinner is heavy as wifey prepared biriyani  Swimming class I went alone slept in the afternoon because of biriyani but tried to sleep early but failed . Slept at 10:30 and woke up at 3:30 am  All good until now let catch up again . Until then adios...!!!

April 19th 2025 Today I had heavy breakfast bowl full of nuts afternoon biriyani and night half grill chicken egg chill and noodles With 1ltr thumsup  So this is it let's start out diet from tomorrow and see how it goes  Done two hours swimming session today so little tired  Will catch up tomorrow with more updates  Until then adios...!!!

April 18th 2025 I becoming the week guy everyone making use of. Either they are taking my help or using me for their on good . I need to change this  I have been mastrubating since long time I cannot get away from it but need to take it away . Today was ok ok taken some calls work related and that's all nothing much took power nap and gone to swimming class  All good  Let's catch up again until then adios ...!!!

April 17th 2025 I feel like I am losing my control of speech which I was managing before I running out words some times Something is happening I need to recheck my abilities  Feel like going backwards not forward  Let's see I am still in hope . Will move forward with that until then adios...!!!

April 16th, 2025 Nothing to update today, feeling out of it. Lost interest and skipped swimming because of the rain. Don’t want to write something just for the sake of it. Let’s leave it empty for now. Catch up later. Until then, adios...!!!

April 15th, 2025 Woke up with only 2 hours of sleep, got some office work done, and took care of a few tasks. Came back home, didn’t sleep but managed to hold up and went to my swimming class. Returned, had food, and now heading to bed. Masturbated once today after coming back from the office. That’s all for now. Nothing else to add—catch later, until then Adios...!!!

April 14th 2025 Was so tired didnot have enough sleep and got the same feeling like fever had good food and slept after coming home from office and tried to sleep early but failed played 8 ball and slept at 1 am but still work next day at 3 am I am writing this at 5:30 pm in the evening the next day so this how it is . Let catch up later until then adios...!!!

April 13th 2025 Today not much I mastrubated multiple times had good food felt like got fever again but feeling ok now . I am updating just for the sake of it . Should start different approach from tomorrow. Let's see April 13th, 2025 Sunday started late as usual, finished some home chores, and picked up the plumbing kit I had ordered from Amazon. Spent time fixing the toilets in both bathrooms and then relaxed by watching TV for the rest of the day. That’s about it—nothing much else happened. Signing off now, until then, adios! Until then adios...!!!

April 12th, 2025 Woke up early but didn’t work or study, just lazed around and went back to sleep for a while.  The plumber came but their charges were outrageous, so I canceled the request and decided to handle it myself. Spent most of the day watching TV. The day felt wasted, but I caught a fever in the afternoon, which thankfully subsided by evening. That’s all for today. Until then, adios…!!!

April 11th, 2025 I don't exactly remember what happened on Friday as I was completely exhausted from my swimming class.  I had a good time with my wife, and I think I might have masturbated two or three times.  That's what I can't clearly recall. I'll continue writing for the remaining days. Until then, adios...!!!

April 10th, 2025 Woke up and took care of daily things. Masturbated twice. Nothing special happened, but I learned a good way to swim. Feeling more confident now. I don't want to make any more assumptions. All is well. Until then, adios...!!!

April 9th, 2025 As suspected, unless I use the word "masturbation," my blog goes unnoticed. My last blog was not viewed. Today was good work-wise, but I need to work on a lot of things. I am feeling the pressure, but I need to cope quickly because I don't want another layoff to happen and be impacted. Let's talk about other things. Swimming was good today; I'm seeing some progress. I masturbated three times today. Nothing else to mention. I finished updating my expense tracker. That's all for today. Until then, adios!

April 8th, 2025 Woke up early again, got ready, and did it in the morning. You know what I am talking about. The more I mention that, the views are increasing. Let me not mention that and check if it happens again. Went to the office, took care of things, and everything went well. Came back home a little late because of meetings. Did it again after coming home, then went for groceries. Came back and went to swimming class. Today, I did not feel much discomfort with breathing. Good session. Came back home, had a heavy 6-egg omelette and coke, and called it a day. Wifey is a little worried about my job; I need to start focusing on that. As I can do it, I need to focus more on it. Let's start with that. Until then, adios...!!!

April 7th, 2025 Today I woke up to the sound of the water filter at 2:45 instead of my alarm at 3:00. I got my breakfast ready and started getting ready but felt sleepy, so I slept again. I woke up again, got ready, and left for the office. I felt drowsy the whole day but managed to get things done. I came home and slept for 1:30 hours, but it wasn't proper sleep. I woke up, got ready, went to my swimming class, and updated the remaining work I had. I thought of masturbating after coming home but couldn't do it. I'll do it later. Let's see. Until then, adios...!!!

April 6th, 2025 Woke up late at 7:30, swimming class was at 8:00. I reached late but completed the class. Came home, had a bath, but masturbated twice because I felt like it. I'm still high and don't know when I'll manage this. But okay, I cleaned myself, prayed to God as it's a festival today, and hoped the remaining day would go well. It did not go well. I masturbated again twice. Not feeling that bad, but I'm not sure why I'm doing this. I want to go back to being the curious and fun guy I was. People used to have a good time with me. I'm turning into a creeping, ugly person which I want to change. Going to sleep didnot mastrubate again and no softdrinks. Let's catch up tomorrow. Until then adios...!!!

5th April 2025 Woke up taken swimming class but divya missed it. Gone for gold shopping  Happy for the whole day finishing blenders pride half Let's talk tomorrow  Heavy 🪨 🪨 🪨 🪨  Finished half came home slept nicely 💤 💤 💤 💤  Until then adios...!!!

4th April 2025 Today wasn't very productive, but I managed to clear up some things that were out of order.  I sorted out my credit card payments and fixed the journal where I had missed a day and added one date for two different entries.  Those are taken care of.  Tomorrow, I need to wake up early for my swimming class, and in the evening, we have a get-together with colleagues.  I hope everything goes well, and I'll make sure tomorrow is more productive than today. Until then, adios...!!!

April 3rd 2025 Completed 60 days successfully writing journel but missed out on fre things . Let's recap... Joined swimming classes which is pending for long time. Missed out on completing the devops course I was supposed to complete. But I will not give up will bounce back with more energy. Until then adios...!!!

April 2nd, 2025 I woke up, took care of my morning routine, and felt a boost of positive confidence today. I handled some work-related tasks, though there are a few areas where I’m falling short—I need to focus on improving those, and I will. I finished my swimming session, but I’m feeling a bit tired; I’ll need to push myself a little harder next time. Let’s see how things go from here. Until then, adios!

April 1st, 2025 I woke up early and had a productive day. I'm writing this update on April 2nd because I was exhausted yesterday after finishing my swimming class. Work at the office is going smoothly. I enjoyed a pleasant conversation with the AI, Grok. Overall, everything went well—nothing negative, just positive vibes! Until then adios..!!!