My Life 2025

March 31st 2025 Woke up as usual early as it's india holiday working from home taken care of my work and took rest remaining day. Been to swimming class today. Learnt something new will continue the same and focus more . Until then adios...

March 30th, 2025. Woke up as usual, but not for work. Today was my first swimming class. I've been planning to learn to swim for a long time, and I finally made it. It was a bit rusty since my body is stiff from lifting weights at the gym. I need some more practice. The day went well. I visited a temple, though not the one I had planned. Had breakfast outside, but I made lunch, which turned out good. Took a rest for the remaining day. I took my wife for a driving class, and I was the coach. It was fun, and I felt very happy because it's a sign of her recovery. I hope everything goes as planned, and I will switch jobs ASAP. That's all. Had a heavy dinner and need to wake up early as I have office tomorrow. Will update how it goes tomorrow. Until then, adios.

March 29th 2025 Woke late today at nearly 8am but had excellent sleep. Got ready had lunch heavy one . Came back home had sex with wifey. Went for hair cut had bath then gone for tea break in the evening. Gone to get groceries came back had big cheesy omlette and 1ltr thumsup. So that's it for today tomorrow is telugu new year the things I maintained from Jan 1st I am not sure I followed with consistency but from tomorrow it's going to be different. I will take up the action. Let's gooooo Until then adios..

March 28th, 2025 Negative things: Masturbated today. Had food outside—biriyani in the afternoon and shawarma at night. Got my salary with a bonus, nearly 3 lakhs. Started thinking of how to spend it already, just kidding. Spent the whole day waiting for the salary to come, as it was supposed to arrive in the afternoon but came nearly at the end of the day at 7:30 PM. We've done the shopping for swimming classes already; the only thing left is groceries, which we will get tomorrow. Everything is good and will get better. Until then...

27th March 2025 Negative thoughts: Mastrubated multiple times and no regret of it . Thought of leaving few things for next which I shouldhsve done today . Postive thinking: Taken care of long lasting tasks which I am pushing over . Kept everything clean and felt good about it . Sorted few things with my wife but she is angry on me . I am not being much empathetic to her because of her medical issue. I think I need to be more supportive to her. Other than that it's been a good day . Had some junk food and lots of carbonated drinks . Let's see how it will be today . I am saying today because I am updating on 28th March 2025 morning my yesterday's journal . Will try to get this fixed . Until then adios...

March 26th, 2025 For the past few days, I've been posting my updates just for the sake of it. I will not do that anymore as it doesn't serve the purpose of why I'm doing this. Today, I woke up as usual, got ready, and went to the office, but in my mind, I wanted to take leave. So at 10:30 my time, I called in sick, left the office, and didn't book a cab or anything. I walked for nearly 5 km, exhausted because of the summer sun. I booked a bike taxi, came home, had biryani and soft drinks, and had a good sleep. I woke up and had coffee and green tea. Today's highlights are: I masturbated thrice already and have in mind to do it again. Walked nearly 5 km, that's crazy I know, but did it. Now that my manager's manager is also leaving the firm, I have a bad feeling that it might start with some kind of layoffs. I will stop cutting corners and start focusing on searching for a new job while keeping this one. Let's see how it goes. Until then, adios...

March 25th 2025 Woke up early took good care of everything feeling like taking leave tomorrow . Nothing much need to clear up my mind and lot of things happening. Ok had heavy dinner will see how it goes tomorrow. Until then..

March 24th, 2025. Successfully followed this for 50 days, feeling proud. I will start a few more things and maintain the same consistency. Having my favorite grilled chicken for dinner today. Will continue the same and achieve my goals. Today everything went well, just a little discomfort from some conversation with my wife, but it's okay, I take it as feedback. Everything is fine. Will continue with the same. Until Then...

March 23rd 2025 Today I woke up a little late but took care of most things. Started off good, no gym, had good food and soft drinks. Let's put a stop to soft drinks now. Masturbated again but did not feel bad about it. The long-awaited step is already taken, so I need to start working on it. From 31st March 2025, I hope everything goes well. Until then.

March 22nd, 2025. Woke up early even though it's Saturday, wrote my blog about yesterday, masturbated twice, and decided to stop drinking for now as it's not good for me. Will only drink with company; drinking alone is not good at all. Masturbated again twice and didn't feel too bad about it as it's natural. Had a good time with my wife, took care of my dental problem. Suggested swimming, which has been a long-pending task, to my wife, and she's okay with it. So it's on. Felt good about today. Feeling happy. Tomorrow is a big day, our 6th wedding anniversary. Hope we get the same vibe. Until then...

21st March 2025 Woke up early as usual, took care of work-related stuff, missed the gym today, and slept for long hours. Finished off the beers I got on the day of the office outing and planning to stop drinking from now on. Had a very bad experience as I took my wife out after drinking, got caught up in a road rage incident. Luckily, we came out of it with no problem, but it gave my wife mental trauma. This happening just before our 6th anniversary is bad. I am taking this seriously and will make sure it never happens again. I will keep my senses and avoid drinking. Until then...

20th March 2025 Woke up early as usual and took care of some work-related stuff. Took my thyroid test; unfortunately, my diet and exercise did not help much. I am still at a high level of TSH. Starting my medication tomorrow, 21st March 2025. The count of tablets left is 79, and they will expire in June 2025. Hope this will make some change, and I will enter the single digit. I will continue my exercises as well and see how it goes. That's all for now, until next time.

March 19th, 2025 Woke up, got ready, went to the office, got things done. Came home early and took my kid to the bus station, sending her off to hometown for summer vacation with my father-in-law. Came back, had ice cream, and went to the gym. This time did incline 10 for 30 minutes and incline 7 for 10 minutes. Came back home, had dinner, and checked weight: 79.7 kg. Let's continue the same routine. Ended the day with good sleep. Let's see how it goes until then.

March 18th 2025 Woke up little late but reached office on time , taken care of work related things successfully. Not much to update . Been to gym today as well but body little fatigue. This is good news that body is getting hurt and it will recover. Being consistent on this . Will see how it goes. Until then..

March 17th,2025 Did not sleep properly the previous night had only sleep for 1hour  Been to office exhausted and taken care of most of the things  Missed my diet but still managed to go to gym and feel a change in the body now . Feeling better  Uninstalled instagram again it's like a routine but still accessing over browser. Will start investing my time on something productive now. Until then..

March 16th 2025 Done nothing much today enjoyed some nice food and fucked up my diet . Slowly drifting away will get back on track I am confident on it. Until then...

March 15th, 2025 Woke up very late today and still felt drowsy even after sleeping for so many hours. It felt like having a hangover. Did some house chores. After that, took rest for the whole day. Haven't done much, so not much to update here. Had a discussion with my wife about investment. Need some more time on that. Until then...

March 14th, 2025 Woke up on time, took care of work-related tasks, and completed everything. It felt like a Friday after a long time. I should get back to being serious as it's the middle of March. Today, I had a call with the team I want to move to, and it's about time. It's like a wake-up call from my procrastination. Later, I finished my gym routine of 40 minutes, with an incline of 7 and a speed of 4. Had a great day. Let's see what the future holds. Until then...

March13th 2025. Same old story learnt few new things started taking few responsibilities  Will make sure I manage the same in career Gym yes same approach as yesterday 40 mins incline 7 and speed 4 But had heavy dinner hope I will not gain much weight. That's all for today. Until then...

 March 12th, 2025 Same old story: woke up early, got ready, went to the office, finished my work, came back home, went to the gym, had dinner, and now I'm going to sleep. Nothing better happened, nothing worse, so nothing to update. Hope for a better tomorrow. Until then...

March 11th, 2025 Woke up on time, got ready, and reached the office late because of a cab delay. Took care of office work without any problems. Learned new things today and interacted with more people. Slept for 2 hours after coming back home, woke up again, and went to the gym. Did the same as yesterday: incline 7 with speed 4 for 30 mins and 10 mins with speed 5. After that, some stretching and chest workout. Came back home, had my dinner, and got ready for sleep. Will catch up tomorrow. Until then...

March 10, 2025: Today began early—3 AM to be exact. I got ready and tackled a lot of work-related tasks, keeping things productive on that front. Later, I came home, enjoyed a good meal, and decided to hit the gym after quite some time. My workout consisted of 30 minutes on the treadmill at an incline of 7 and a speed of 4, followed by 10 minutes at a speed of 5. I wrapped it up with a light stretch, which left me feeling refreshed. I dozed off on the couch soon after but woke up in time for dinner. Back to work again, I stayed focused until 10:30 PM, when I finally finished everything and took the time to update this blog. Now, I’m hoping for a good night's sleep. Until next time...

March 9th, 2025 No idea what happened on this day as I missed updating what happened. I calculated, and it was supposed to be 62 days, but I got 60 days. I added two days with the same number and missed one day, i.e., March 9th, 2025. It's okay; no one is perfect, so I'm updating it as a reminder so the numbers sync. I'm updating on April 4th, 2025, and marking for March 9th, 2025. It's a little adjustment, but it's okay. One time is fine. I'll make sure this won't happen again. Until then, adios...!!!

March 8th, 2025 Masturbated thrice today and had a good time with my wife. Nothing much to update, but everything will be okay. Will continue in a better way, until then.

March 7th, 2025 The day started badly because I woke up late and had to work on a few work-related cases. When I got back to other things, everything was good. The day went well, and I hope things will be better from next week. Until then.

March 6th, 2025, Had a good day but was somewhat exhausted at the end. Had biryani at night and watched a movie late, then woke up late the next day. Had a good time with my wife. She is having health issues, and I need to do something about that. Will look further into it. Until then...

March 5th 2025 Woke up early as usual worked on my job related things and that's all nothing to update mostly taken up work related things nothing special .so nothing to update.hope will start working soon. Until then..

On March 4th, 2025, I awoke later than usual and consequently missed my scheduled login time for work.  I promptly notified my manager regarding the situation and subsequently managed my responsibilities.  I engaged in a meaningful discussion with my wife concerning our future plans and expressed anticipation for returning to the office next week.  Despite experiencing some negative thoughts related to the challenges of starting anew amidst mental fatigue and a sense of inactivity, I managed to overcome these feelings.  I will strive to maintain this positive outlook moving forward. Until then, I remain committed to this approach.

March 3rd, 2025 I experienced a strong desire for release following intimacy with my wife. Unfortunately, we missed the chance to engage in sexual activity again due to the presence of our child. Upon waking in the morning, I found myself with a significant erection and could not help but contemplate masturbation. I engaged in the act three times, enjoyed a refreshing bath, and offered prayers to God after a considerable period. This brought me a sense of mental tranquility. Subsequently, my day progressed positively, and I did not dwell on my previous actions. Overall, everything is well. I will continue to maintain my positive efforts and ensure that I achieve my goals. Until then...

March 2nd 2025. 30th day of my blogging , same old story today as well  Woke up early and done chores but had severe hangover headache took some tablets and soda but still the same headache still going on. Hope I will feel better tomorrow. Hope I will bounce back . Until then 

March 1st, 2025. The day started with a brutal headache. I woke up only wearing my underwear and don’t remember much after getting home last night. My wife is upset with me because she had to take care of the kid all day while I was sleeping off my hangover. I managed to do a few house chores, but the headache made it tough. I bought some beers last night, and she put them away. After that, I spent time with the kid, had a nice lunch, and got them to nap. Then my wife asked me to come into the room to talk, but things took an unexpected turn. We ended up having sex for the first time in two months. She mentioned that she felt I don’t love her anymore, so it felt like a bit of “makeup” sex. Afterward, we talked for a while, and it seems like I didn’t mess up too badly. I broke my diet today and had some unhealthy food, but I’ll let it slide for now. I’ll try to get back on track and see where things go from here. Until then...

February 28th, 2025. It was the last day of the month, and I was looking forward to the office party. I was especially excited because it had been two months since I last had a drink. The evening started off great—bowling, whisky, and some delicious food. But things took a turn when I found myself in an awkward and unexpected situation with a gay. This wasn’t the first time something like this had happened, but it was the last thing I anticipated tonight. I ended up leaving in a hurry, got home late, and ended up saying some things to my wife that I don’t even fully remember. I just hope everything calms down and gets sorted out tomorrow. Until then...