Tales of Procrastination to Productivity Day -4

Hello, welcome to another day of my life.

Today is not bad or good, it's a mix of emotions.

I feel like I am getting a taste of responsibilities, and it's very bad. It's pushing me back to my old habits, but I am trying to be strong.

I have done some calculations on what my savings will be for this month, and it looks promising. But if that's all I save, I can never get settled.

I need to work hard and somehow move out of the rotting job I am in.

It's giving me the salary I need for now, but not for long. I want to achieve more.

I am setting goals now, and I will try my best.

The more I think of things, I feel like what I am doing is like writing a diary.

It's soothing me. I don't want my family to suspect something is up, so I am doing this at the end of my day.

The only thing I have is that every time I hear the words "great things take time," I will remember my wife's words. She will immediately say, "It's been six years."

The year before it was five years, and so on. I am worried now. I was afraid of my dad before, and my wife now. Later, it will continue with the kids as well.

I don't want that. I will make sure that changes.

So today, I made little progress on the career path, not much on the work side.

I need to focus more. I have closed my Facebook, left Instagram but still watching YouTube. I need to reduce that to a minimum.

I will work on it. It's not the end of the world yet. Until then...