Tales of Procrastination to Productivity Day -3

Hello. Welcome another day down. Today, it’s not much. I woke up early and got a lot of things done related to work. I had a bath early and felt good, but still felt like I am not productive enough.

I think I am productive in some aspects, but I need to work on a few more.

I have been controlling things before they go out of hand, like impulsive purchases.

But I still went with one. I feel like it will be a good investment.

Let’s see how it goes.

Today, I feel like I am taking a few things very hard which are not in my hands.

Something happened for a different reason and I am taking it to heart, messing up my thinking, and ultimately I am giving up.

I think that’s one more thing I need to take care of. I cannot please everybody in the world. I should stop being that and start being the person I want to be.

Comparison is something I have never done, but when others do it, I get irritated because of my inferiority complex.

If I react to someone, they might think I am jealous or something, but I am not.

I need to somehow work on this.

So, today I could not make any progress on my career journey, but it’s OK. Things cannot always be consistent and I don't need to stop just because I missed one day.

I will get back strong and make things work.

I am much more confident in that. I need to think about the current concept I am reading rather than worrying about things to come.

I feel so much happier just because I am doing this. Over a period of time, once I read this, I will laugh for sure and make sure this will not end. Until then...

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