My Life 2025

 May 30th, 2025 its Friday I missed this date and updated my journal so adding it back keep it up to date 

 May 29th, 2025 Still in the same zone and even my wife's health is not proper. lot of things running in mind and not in good mood at all. its like been on top and jumped off from there . not able to concentrate on work as well. I did not touch anything for the whole day. I hope I will get back and start over soon . I need to make up my mind .

 28th May 2025  I got back with my family and went to the office, where there was a lot of discussion about the office outing. I had initially said I couldn't join, but they requested I come along with my kid.  I wasn’t sure about it.  I didn’t follow up again about the interview, but I checked Workday and saw that I didn’t get the job. My application status was moved to inactive, with remarks stating I’m no longer under consideration.  I didn’t prepare for the interview, thinking it would be easy since they might need someone with product knowledge. However, I failed to answer even the basic questions, and I believe that's why I wasn’t considered anymore.  It’s my fault, so there’s no point in continuing this journal since I don’t feel like I’ve accomplished anything worthwhile. 

 May 27th, 2025 Since my family is returning the next day, I haven’t had anything to drink, eaten good food, or taken proper rest. That’s about it.  I followed up with HR regarding my interview; they mentioned they would get back to me, but I haven’t received any response yet. So, I’m still waiting.

 May 26th, 2025  Went back to the office, grabbed some beers on the way back, had some food, and enjoyed myself. However, I made some calls continuously, which I probably shouldn’t have done. Other than that, nothing else.

 May 25th, 2025  Returned to Bangalore from Hyderabad, took a leisurely break with some beers, and ordered food as needed. Didn't do much else.

 May 24th, 2025 don't remember anything I lost track sorry 

 May 23rd, 2025  don't remember anything I lost track sorry 

 May 22nd, 2025  don't remember anything I lost track sorry 

 May 21st 2025 don't remember anything I lost track sorry 

 May 20th 2025 don't remember anything I lost track sorry 

 May 19th 2025 Woke up and started off with my daily office work , completed all of that and revised few things . attended my next round of interview as I have prepared little bit was able answer few but missed of majority of them but looks like I some what passed through lets see what will be the next stage will be .mostly I will get the result after a day the same way it happened last time . hope everything goes well  adios...!!!

 May 18th 2025  reached Hyd late at 10 AM , I did not worry much or left with my comfort took the metro and made my dad easy to pick up . My kid went with them to my wife's medication I came home to my dad's place got freshen up had breakfast and slept. woke up again at 3:30 and had lunch did not sleep again but read some topics for the interview tomorrow . hope everything goes well .  This time I will be more confident and give me answers . let see how it goes .  adios ...!!!

 May 17th 2025 Got down at my home town when to my in laws place got everything ready for the travel and were excited but got delayed because of the bus issue . I was exhausted and luckily my kid did not feel that . she was happy to go to her mom after two months . somewhat started at 8 in the evening instead of 5 :40 PM lets see when we will reach next day. adios...!!!

 May 16th 2025 Woke up on the bus but did not login at 5 AM as I am still not reached my destination . somewhat managed to complete my work after coming home and luckily the outage issue call I got while I was travelling was resolved by itself . came home discussed about my interview once again and not much worried as I did not prepare well for it . so plan was up again to travel to my hometown and get my kid .  so started to my hometown to get my kid to my parent's place for some days so they can enjoy . while I was on the way got call for my next round of interview which I thought I lost it . I did not expect at all I completely lost home its like hope came back again . I could not go back now as I have already started to my hometown so I started and board the bus . I have two days lets see how it goes . adios...!!!

 May 15th 2025 Day started OK as I need to login early did my thing  and continued the saga. just ready few things not that in depth . simply go ready for the interview taking it for granted and did not prepare at all . interview went south questions were simple but I could not answer as I did not prepare or never worked  so understood nothing comes easy if it comes it goes the same way. so lost hope on this job now , I need to be more active on this I losing it . Started to Hyd to my wife and will be there for next week hope everything will be ok . Adios...!!!

 May 14th 2025 Main purpose of this blog is done on this day I so I did not update my blog and my saving page since 3rd May 2025 as the next day I got into big fight of my wife and my parents its taken care but I could not get time to update all these . today I have updated everything made sure all things are up to date  feeling happy about it and my next interview is tomorrow little nervous about it but I will try to give my best and make sure I clear it As its will be my first achievement after a long time . that will boost my confidence and help me strive more . I will make sure I will not keep myself away after I get I will work even more hard now . I just said the words and did not take any action and got ready for interview.

 May 13th 2025  Same old office work and started working on some issues I have not worked before just to get myself familiar with things as I am planning to get in to DevOps . I have been confident on things I am working and made a good impact with my work . hope its helps to achieve things . came back home ordered groceries and made food by myself and felt good and had a belly full of food and slept early .

 May 12th 2025 came to office and my laptop started its thing once again at last got it replaced other than getting the motherboard changed and got update that the interview went well and the next round is fixed for Thursday  hope everything goes well . went back home and could not sleep had nice food but still could not sleep . had only 2 hours for the whole day .

 May 11th 2025 I was thinking the 100th post of mine will be special but not that special as I lost track of things after the issue in Hyd . somewhat I am trying to get things back into track . tomorrow going back to office will see how it went with my interview. hope everything is cool .

 May 10th 2025 Had some good time after long time got some beers and took rest and went to move with my wife's cousins came back home and had beers again  most of its a lazy day. 

  May 9th 2025 same thing as May 8th nothing special all the usual things happened waiting to go back to office .

 May 8th 2025 back to work boring as usual nothing to update here TBH I dont remember these days  what happened as I forgot to update since the day the big fight happened  I taking my time now and updating all of it on one day  so I dont remember completed what happened .

 May 7th 2025 Took rest for the day and got update that I cleared the DevOps interview for the IJP I have applied  need to prepare myself for the remaining rounds  will start working on it .

 May 6th 2025 went to medical thing came back started to Bangalore by myself for work . nothing else here .

 May 5th 2025  After the big fight my dad gave car to me and we when to mall and my wife met her old friends and I spoke to my friend over phone and told him what happened and he also said its my fault . I agree as to escape from the situation I just share what ever comes to my mind and does not thing much about it . I need to change that  I will because I got this new energy now in me let see how long I can manage this .

 May 4th 2025 As I am enjoying my holidays no office work but need to take care of the medical thing for my wife . the before day While I was updating my blog I got a call and my phone went to my wife after the call she has this habit to check my phone unfortunately my blog was open and she read what I was updating . she tired to read it but I pulled my phone and told its nothing about her on that and uninstalled my application from phone . the above happened before day I think on May 3rd or 2nd I am not sure because my blog has become clumsy this month. As its Sunday we went for the medical thing and came back while on evening walk I miscommunicated to my wife about my parents and that broke a big fight and she did mention about my blog in that fight  I felt like what's happening I did not expect that but anyways everything cooled down when I started speaking more openly and I ack that I will be more open and will not hide anything  they asked to show my dairy but I told...

 May 3rd 2025 To be honest I dont remember what happened that day  so, keeping it as simple as possible. I will close the day for now. Adios...!!!

May 2nd 2025 Lazy day no work nothing just had food slept woke up and had food again same thing the whole day . Nothing productive or helpful. I hate being here want to go back asap  lets close it here  lot of things happened my wife saw this update started doubting my actions  so closed it and did not update  let catch up later  adios...!!!

May 1st 2025 Nothing to update I am literally not done anything. Just waiting for time to get over and me going back to office. Adios...!!!

April 30th 2025 Started off a lazy day, had good food and took some rest got salary and made note of my expenses. Called the interviewer about the status she mentioned it would take time until the day I come back to office . Let's see how it goes until then adios...!!!

29th April 2025 Reached Hyderabad took divya to the doctor got her the medication done. Hoping for the best . Let's see how it goes.. adios